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2012-02-08T02:00:00.000+08:00

This post should have been written a month ago. Now I have got only about 15 minutes to summarize my 2011 up. My apologies. I'll be managing multiple blogs and also my studies from this year onward. It will be a very hectic year for me but life's good so far. I enjoy it nevertheless. I shall enjoy it, let's put it that way.

Usually I will press backspace until I get the correct sentence but not tonight as I'm running late. I'll just write whatever that comes to my mind about 2011 and shall not rephrase as time isn't in my side. It's going to be a simple yet on the spot post. I think what I'm trying to say is, it's going to be a short but meaningful post regarding the year 2011. Much has happened.

My grades fell. I lost a few friends. I didn't lose them literally, they're still alive and breathing today. Two of my close college friends left. They left their studies so they can pursue their own personal interest. 10 minutes left. HAHAHA. One more, I shall admit it's due to my eagerness and stupidity but let's not to too deep. I made a bad choice and it ends there. Woah, 4 minutes left. How did time pass so fast, you might wonder.

One thing about 2011 was, time was passing by very fast. Speed of light. I didn't see the time flew by just like that. I didn't notice. 2011 was a great year for me. Although a lot of sad things had happened, I realized that no matter what, things will come to an end someday somehow. As in the bad things. Whether a year is good or bad, it depends on how a person sees it. The perspective. I could have said my 2011 was the worst year in my life. In some ways, well it is. From the optimistic point of view, I could not have asked for a better year. I have learnt so much in 365 days. Learnt how to grow stronger, as a person and also as a teenager. I get to know much more about live. It ended with a bomb too.

2011 was the year I lazed around the most. I was such a slacker. I promise that I will have the discipline in the year 2012. Resolutions, they never seem to work. HAHAHA. Discipline in 2012. That will set my future. If I fail this year, my future will be doom. BULLSHIT LA. Aiya, if I fail this year, I can always give it another try next year. HAHA. I better get going now. Let's make 2012 a great year for us.

Chipmunk FTW!

2011-12-27T14:49:00.000+08:00

I know Christmas is over but this would be a great Christmas present XD

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyone! :)

Resetting My Clock

2011-12-17T03:39:00.000+08:00

So, I read that if I miss a night's sleep, I could lift up depression for a month. Not that I'm depressed or anywhere near there but I think it'd be good for me to restart my internal clock. After that, I could get some quality sleeping time and shizzles. In order to pass time, I've decided to blog. It's been a while, well it's been a month since I last blogged here. I can't be giving you anymore lame excuses. Now that I have my laptop back, I can finally blog when I'm lying on my bed. I've always felt more comfortable to blog when I'm lying on my bed. Idk, it feels more intimate. HAHAHA. #foreveralone

One of the best deodorants available but RM15.20 is a bit steep.

Another use of the door :)

I have also decided to clean my room because my room is always messy and has always been a mess. POOR THING. I need to start my revision ASAP as most of my classmates have already started theirs. I'm still here, slacking like a bawse. I need a conducive environment to study thus cleaning my room is a necessity. Now I'm a bit hungry so I definitely can't sleep. I was having insomnia on Wednesday night. It was pretty sudden. I think I slept at 5am that night. Such an (OvO), I know.

Sometimes, I have a right not to know certain things but I do not have the rights not to listen to my friend. I can't be closing my ears when they're gossiping. I gotta stay strong and get through this. I've always have the courage to and I don't believe I can't do it this time. If I can't do it then I'm doomed! DOOMED. Lol, exaggeration again.

I don't know what's going on in my body. 2 minutes ago I was going to fall asleep but now I'm back awake again. LOL. I doubt the clock resetting plan is going to work. Tomorrow's gonna be a tiring day. Oops, I meant today.

I'm still alive

2011-11-21T17:30:00.000+08:00

You must be wondering, am I still alive after such a long hiatus. Actually, it's not long la. Bands definitely have longer hiatus than this blog will ever have. I promise. I wonder if there are still any readers left out there, reading this dead blog. I hardly got the time to blog about anything anymore plus I've always switched to a more private website, allowing me to post whatever I like without getting haters. Haters gon' hate yo. HAHA. Ok, you see the wannabe in me.

Talking about bands, I've got two really good albums. Mylo Xyloto and Torches. Quality wise, it is the bomb! Of course, I paid RM45 bucks for each of them. Well, I got the Myloswhdtcyhmwtyto for free. Yes, it's a bit hard to pronounce when you meet lazy people like me who have lazy tongue. I'll just call it MX. It's not the best albums they've made but yeah, it's something refreshing and good. Torches, it's very good. I love it. It's so chilly ~ la. No spicy chili but it's relaxing. It clears off all the worries in your head. Maybe that's why I haven't been blogging as much.

I'm now back to dota-ing, yes lifeless much. It is a drug. I played at least 20 matches last weekend. CRAZY I KNOW but no choice, I need to release stress very badly.

Reason why I bought d40

2011-09-10T18:12:00.002+08:00

Shaky camera :(

Gonna give it another try next week.

Self-shot

2011-08-30T15:32:00.000+08:00

I seriously don't understand why some guys do what I did.

I did it for blogging purposes.

Self-shot is the thing that girls will do. I am not being a homophobic right here but it's something that guys should do. YES, I know a lot about being a man/guy because I AM ALREADY 18. Way more matured than you think I am. Do not let my age deceive you. Self-praise is almost like a self-high5. What a loser. I don't see the justification in self-shots. AND SOME EVEN DO IT IN SHOPPING MALLS toilet. You're kidding me right? GET A MIRROR LA.

Btw, I know I'm pretty good in what "some" of those guys are able to do. HAHAHA. Please do not misunderstand. I'm good at camwhoring with girls. Talking bout girls, I miss having a lot of girls around me. It has been so long :(

When Life Gives You Lemon, ..

2011-08-14T19:56:00.000+08:00

.. try asking for biscuits instead. Life as of late has been really stressful! My head has two or three grey hair. I've been stressing out so much as of late. I think I need to calm down, take life at a slower pace but it's so hard to go slow anymore. All of us are rushing somewhere because time seems to important. Is time really that important? Time is gold but is that right? I know it has a non-monetary value to it but sometimes, we gotta let it go. Start spending our time wisely instead of procrastinating, like me.

I have no idea how am I going to do for finals. Most of you probably wouldn't believe that I'm saying this. The truth is, I don't like to lie. Obviously I've done my revision but unlike the majority of you, I've started quite late. No, I think really late. HAHA! I barely have time to study yet I'm still blogging here. I hope I won't fail the ethics paper or my scholarship will be taken away (OH NOES!) and I'll have to resit. I'm worried but worrying too much won't do much good.

Sometimes, I just feel like crying. Like one of my friends said, it's good for our emotional health anyway. It has been really really long ago since I last cried. Or since it's almost the monsoon season, I should head out when it's raining heavily and let the rain pour on me to wake me up. HAH!

Life can get really frustrating sometimes,

but you only need to hold on a bit longer to make it through.

OKAI, I have to go study now. My FB has been confiscated, I'm now in Anti Social Mode.

I feel so lonely and this sucks. I'll have it back soon because it's killing me!

2011-07-31T21:56:00.000+08:00

OH NOES, I have dust on my sensor (see those dots in the pictures?). Maybe I should send it to service sometime soon.

So how was the month of July? It has been so long since I've done this kind of post. Because life has been so hectic and the month of July is truly the highlight of the year because it has made me stronger, as a person. It has been an interesting month. Now let me explain. I have learned that in life, we shall not blame anyone. Blaming here and there gets us nowhere. I made mistakes, a lot of them. The starting of the month was bad and I thought it would be that way for the rest of the year. The thing is, sometimes we just live with the consequences. We're all adults and are truly capable of doing so. Some people refuse to do so. They hold on to the past for too damn long. By the end of the month, I'm feeling fine already. Like almost back to normal life. You see, things can always go better. What's done is done. Time will heal. I have faith in time. Time will tell. It has been a rough roller coaster ride for me but I am glad that it happened though people were hurt. I didn't not mean to hurt anyone but maybe I was not aware of the selfish side of me. I have also realized my paranoia which is really scary. I like the way how the month ended, things going back to normal. My finals are coming up in 2 weeks time, FML! I better go now, spent the last hour slacking already. I need to continue with my tutorials. See ya. Btw, it's the month of july in the chinese calendar. GHOST FESTIVAL! O.o

Mess of me

2011-07-10T17:49:00.000+08:00

Made a mess. I gave it away.

A broken bracelet, bought this for 4 bucks.

It spoiled within the day of purchase. SAD CASE.

You Get What You Give

2011-06-28T18:15:00.000+08:00

In life, you get what you give. If you give offer something nice, you'll probably be getting 10% returns (it's better if you expect nothing). However, if you have done something terrible, you're getting more than 100%. That's life. As a rational investor, > 100% returns sound more reasonable, not true? Haha. Too much negative energy has been around me lately. Gotta let them away. I need some positive energy. It has been a mess as of late and as a lazy person, I'm just letting it to stack. No worries, I'm trying my best possible way to get the best out of life and it has never been an easy process. Some people appreciate your presence, some people don't and it's okay because in life, we can never satisfy everyone's needs. If you find what I say offensive, then I really do not know what to do. People often get my intentions wrong but I ought not to expect everyone to understand what I need. If they were to understand me, who would be understanding them then? Expect me to cut bald soon as I think my hair is attracting a lot of negative energy. Aiya, it's just another lame excuse trying to be trendy. A lot of people are cutting bald now. I might have overreacted but I always do. HAH. Just like my friend today was playing fruit ninja and I laughed when he accidentally cut the bomb while trying to set a new high score. Bald bald bald. Not a bad idea right? XD

How's It Gonna Be

2011-06-25T11:03:00.000+08:00

How's it gonna be when you're sure I'm not there.

How's it gonna be when there's no one to talk to between you and me.

How's it gonna be, when you don't know me, anymore.

Let's get back to my never ending work. I have to write a letter of enquiry, boring.

2011-06-11T13:11:00.000+08:00

Same ol same ol, it has been two weeks. Here I am, sitting on the couch of this rented condominium of mine. What a luxurious life I’m living, renting a condominium that costs me RM245 a month inclusive of utility bills. What am I up to? Nothing much, except for two coursework next week and two assignments due in 3 weeks. Chilling and watching the news on the couch, waiting to go home. Then I started thinking, as an adult. Hah, just kidding. I’m only 18. Thinking like an adult? I’m far away from the adult life or so I think. I’m just watching the news, trying to understand why are the news getting more and more absurd. Without fail, there’s at least 2 rape cases every week. I should probably stop understanding them because it is just a waste of time.

I was thinking about life, about how hard it can be. I enjoy living this life. Let me tell you my daily routine. I wake up, go to college, come home and that’s it. Of course, I take my meals but I shall not explain all of it here. My college life, is terrible. It took me a year to realize it. I can say I lead a miserable life. A frugal life I lead. It is my choice. No one knows how I feel or that’s what I think at least. Of course, I know a few people should live more or less the same way I do. Seeing my parents aging week by week and being the only son who is still studying, I have no choice but to live a frugal life. I am not the kind of son who would spend all my parents’ money. I don’t feel good when I overspent. Every time I spur myself with branded items, I use my savings (yes, from parents but no directly!) and my salary. Let’s not talk about me being brand conscious because that’s how I choose to live my life (yes, another stupid choice as you’d say) and it would probably take one day for me to explain to you all the reasons.

I don’t go to karaoke sessions with my classmates, no trips, no good food sessions (hawker stall most of the time as it is cheap and good), no pool (seldom), no movies and so on. Yes, it is that sad. I can’t bear the thought of spending my parents hard earned money on doing something I think it isn’t worth it. I only spend my money whenever I think it is worth it just to maximize my satisfaction and only certain people are worth spending with. That’s just me. You can say I’m being cheap and I won’t mind because that is the truth. I know I should be finding a part time job and spend my savings in a better life instead. Nah, not true because I get enough allowance every month. Enough for me to live this frugal life. I also have the choice to ask for more money (might be sounded by my parents) but I feel guilty. Sunk costs. I bought a RM50 belt that wasn’t my size. That’s sunk cost and I regretted it deeply but it already happened and I just let it go. Oh, here comes my roommate. He just got back from college. I don’t know what’s wrong but I keep hearing explosions in the sky song playing in my head. I should also be studying but I decided I need to rest, to chillax. Why am I blogging about my boring frugal life, as you might be wondering.

I do it because I don’t want people to think that I am arrogant for rejecting to hang out with them (once or twice only la). I always say I’m poor because that is true. Okay la, that’s false. I have money with me all the time and I just don’t want to spend. I even have a budget now, in order to save my money. I don’t spend wisely but I don’t spend stupidly either or sillily. LOLOL. There is no such word, I’m just being random. It has been so long since I last travelled. I have no choice, I can’t spend too much. Sighs. I need to travel, need to get away from this place. Since last year I said this and nothing has been done. Oh well, life sucks for me but I can live with it. I forgotten that quite often I eat bread as meals. 3 piece of bread and a cup of Milo or instant noodles with a cup of Milo. People say Gadenia, planta and peanut butter are unhealthy but it is not like I can afford expensive ones. I know it is not worth it to risk my life with those cheap/unhealthy meals but it won’t last. I definitely hope it won’t. So today, you get to know more about me. I’m not done with how I feel about my parents but I think there’s enough reading material today. I wonder how can I bring my English to a higher level, reading does not seem to cut it.

I'm contemplating on whether should I call and negotiate with the owner of the condo. And talk about miserable college life, I don't have the album 'College Life' in facebook.

Intimacy Lost

2011-05-27T17:53:00.000+08:00

Few days back, I remember there was once we used to fight about the number of likes in facebook and the factors affecting it. I don't know what that meant to you but to me, that felt good. It was fun but now I feel the intimacy between us is lost. What can I do to bring back those days? It was an honest mistake. I just want things back as they used to be. You sound so cold, something has changed. I can't judge whether is it good or bad because it seems like I barely know you now. Again, I could be exaggerating. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have pushed it. Intimacy lost.

Kids are cute. I AM NOT A PEDOPHILE.

I wanna have children in the future. I want to see myself from my point of view.

And looking into the mirror doesn't help cause it cracks :(

The back seats

2011-05-20T16:16:00.000+08:00

I was one of the three musketeers during my accounting tutorial yesterday. I was making some weird-loa noise as usual and I got caught. All my classmates decided to point me out! I was sitting the 2nd last row in my tutorial class. It was my first time having this experience. I've sat behind before but I never felt like this before. It was definitely something new. The thing here is, I always sit in front of the class. It is not that I am being selfish but I always prefer sitting in front because if there's anything I want to ask my tutors, I could raise my hand and straight away I'd get a response. Now don't go thinking that I'm an attention whore who raises my hand every time my lecturer finish teaching a topic because that is plain rude and it disturbs the rest of the class. Yes, I'm a very considerate person thank you.

I did not pay attention during my tutorials yesterday due to two reasons. Firstly, I did not do my tutorials as it was the first class so I did not bother doing it. And lastly, I was sitting at the back. Even if I had done my tutorials, it would not change a single thing as I would still not pay attention to my tutor. When you take the back seat, your input decreases by 59.2%.

.... To be continued, tonight or tomorrow or Sunday! Sunday is the lazy day so jangan harap I will blog unless I'm desperate. HAH.

Worse than Lizards in my pants

2011-05-09T20:47:00.000+08:00

I had a lizard in my pants (more like shorts). I left that pair of shorts on my bed, or was it on the floor? I don't remember. I went into the toilet and then it fell off my pants. I was like, wtf. I actually pressed it and thought it was my pants. I went to thinking, how come I got this sudden piece of meat with me. Thank god it did not go to the wrong places. Let's just stop here okay because it is kind of disgusting in my opinion.

Today, marks the saddest day of May or maybe the whole year when I heard the bad news from the mechanic. The mechanic is my sister's friend. I really hope it is his mistake or he did not connect the pipes correctly. This problem happened after I sent my car for oil change today. Before the oil change, everything was all right. The engine did not have overheating issues. Despite the engine oil should be changed 700km before, the engine still ran smoothly and had no problems. If it was something wrong with the engine, it should have happened long long time ago and not now.

Tomorrow morning, I need to bring my car to the shop again. I'm feeling very sad that this has happened to my car. Not only it is not financially sound, it is also very heart breaking my 11 year old car is dying. Actually, why the fuck am I being so dramatic? It is not dying because it is not a major problem. Today, my dad spent RM560 on fixing the car. Changing the engine would mean I need him to spend more. That's the last thing I ever want. Sighs.

RM12,000 Mic

2011-05-02T16:16:00.001+08:00

Those who went recording that day certainly know how much this mic costs!

Not only them, even you got to know how much this microphone cost. It's obvious. If you don't see it, I have no words for you. When I was trying to 'compose' this shot, I was thinking, this could be a good blogpost. Again, you'll be the judge. I have a thing for singing tho my singing is not great nor it is good. I'm just the bathroom singer waiting for this talent to be found. I love singing. When a song in stuck in my head, I sing that song while I'm showering. Although it is a little embarrassing as I'm already nineteen but who the fuck cares. Trying to reach the notes I can barely reach can be so fun. In the future, I see myself in a band but that's very unlikely. I don't see myself joining a band. Karaoke session okay la. I would like to join a band but tak boleh la. Damn, semester break is coming to an end. This semester break has been very unproductive. Malu laaa.

I troll-ed during a game today

2011-04-28T01:33:00.000+08:00

An apple a day keeps the doctor away

Few games a day keeps the stress low-ay (just to rhyme with it)

Something was definitely wrong with me tonight. I was feeling annoyed. During the last game of DotA, I trolled the opponent team for using maphacks. That's like adding oil into the fire. I was on fire when I was told that the opponent team uses maphack. Obviously they were. I trolled them quite terribly. I don't know what I got from that. I was just being childish and immature, without knowing how the opponents feel. Furious can be used to describe how I felt at that moment. I continue arguing with them while my teammates kept quiet. They did add a bit and I felt was I too much. I wanted to apologize in the end but I did not because I do not respect them. Of course, none respect was given to myself as well. In the whole game, I have lost my respect. The only thing I am afraid of is, losing respect among my friends. I do not want that to happen. The embarrassment that I have caused to them is quite severe. Never have I trolled someone that bad during games. Never. I regret what I have done and obviously there is no turning back. Heck, I highly doubt my teammates care. I hope they'll understand (by ignoring what has happened), I myself don't know what has gone into me. Ending the night with Explosions in the Sky. What a band.

Best Breakfast

2011-04-27T17:37:00.001+08:00

I somewhat remember this picture actually appeared in my blog before.

I just want to let you all know that HALF BOILED EGGS are the most awesomest breakfast.

In order to delete this picture in my pendrive, I have got no choice but to repost it.

I need to spring clean my pendrive before college starts.

It does not contain porn but it contains a lot of rubbish.

Very messy pendrive I have.

This picture is taken by my X10 mini.

It's pretty handy :D

X & Y

2011-04-26T11:27:00.000+08:00

I begin to feel X&Y is better than Viva La Vida album.

With tracks like Fix You, Talk, Square One and so on.

Can't wait for their new album to come out tho.

Tried looking for this album in Rock Corner @ 1U.
No luck. The album came out 6 years ago.
If you can't find it in Rock Corner, it's very hard to find it somewhere else.
It won't be cheap too.
I'd probably need to head down to UK to get it :(
Radio stations in Malaysia don't play their songs.
Only catchy new/trendy songs will catch my attention.
The rest are all rhyming or repeating the same damn lines. BORING!
What has happened to ze music industry?
Since when consumers' taste has gone down to an level we once never knew?
OKAIZ, a lot of grammar error in the previous sentence I think. IDK.

I went to Church

2011-04-22T13:21:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, I went to Jerry's church to celebrate Easters. I went with Nick to support Jerry playing the drums for the Easters meeting. I am not a Christian (might be one in the future, who knows) but I still went to support him as a friend. I grabbed the opportunity to the church as I could learn a thing or two about Christians. I don't have a religion myself although I pray to Guan Yin Ma at home. I'm not a religious person for starters. My 'own' religion does not forbid me from attending any other religious events. I think my dress code startled everyone who was there on Saturday. I did not know that when one person attends church, we actually have to wear pants and shoes. I did not mean to disrespect the church and the Christians but I did not have a clue. Jerry did not send the memo to me! I felt a bit pressured as I got stares from the crowd. The pressure does not feel good. Jerry's mum was being nice, so was his dad. I somehow felt that there was this pressure, of them asking me to join the religion. I hope I have somewhat interpreted things wrongly (like I always do). I will always be open minded about other religions because I strongly believe that all religions are good and their existence is due to one simple word, Faith. I will try to attend more religious events but again, religious events are always packed with people. Facing the crowd is not my favourite thing to do. All I want to do is just to understand their religion. By understanding their religion, I will not disrespect them or joke about them (although occasionally I do but it's not on purpose). Living in a multiracial country, if we really want to move forward, we have to start understanding each other's needs instead of being so full of ourselves. More on Malaysia in the future, I am truly disappointed by the current act of Malays. If you do not know what is happening, Perkasa is forming 1Melayu or 1Malay sorta thing. Good stuff. You ignorants will never be able to improve.

Wolverine

2011-04-19T12:20:00.002+08:00

I'm sure most of us have watched X-Men Origins : Wolverine before.

If you have not, you are missing a lot.

That movie is the best. THE BEST X-Men movie to date.

X-Men were nice but Wolverine is freaking awesome.

It gets boring if you watch it for like 5 times.

I've watched it for 5 times, no kidding.

Maybe I have exaggerated.

Still, it's a nice movie to watch.

Sometimes, I fail at giving reviews.

It gets so fake even I don't believe it and I get confused.

One awesome thing about the movie is the jacket.
It makes me crave for one but it's very expensive but durable.
Expect it to cost around RM300-RM500 in shops like Topman, Espirit, Pull and Bear.

Can't wait for X-Men First Line

Mutual Like - Photography

2011-04-16T11:06:00.000+08:00

I was browsing through FB profiles then I saw this.

Photography.

What has happened to my passion in photography?

I think I have lost it. Sighs.

Expect from update cause I'm now on my break!

And all I do is, DOTA! :D

Awesome Sounding V8s

2011-04-13T12:54:00.000+08:00

These cars remind me how hard I need to work.

Back then I thought, why do I want an expensive million dollar depreciating asset?

It needs high maintenance and drinks 97.

Plus, as a realistic person, property seems to be the smarter choice.

After having all these V8s beside me, I thought, screw property.

I am going to buy an expensive car in the future, if I could afford.

A second hand would probably cost RM500k, not too hard I supposed.

I'm supposed to be studying as I'm in the library but it has been a while.

Howdy :)

I Terrorized My Friends Phone

2011-03-19T14:42:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the Hiatus.

I enjoy trashing my friends' phone.

I learned it from the best, Nushka Lim.

I kinda miss her. It has been a while. :(

Been really busy lately. HEHE

Fan screwed my sound waves.

2011-01-20T18:00:00.000+08:00

This is the new layout of my computer table.

It's a bit tiring to type and will probably change back to the normal layout.

The normal layout does not require the user to tilt the neck 45 degrees clockwise.

I give this layout a week.

It's better for the eyes because it's further from my eyes.

Chiap kut is effing additive.

I'm done with finals. I have so many things to blog about.

Wait, had. I have lost nearly all my inspiration.

10:05am, that was the end.

2011-01-15T13:00:00.000+08:00

Where did I go wrong?

I lost a friend.

Somewhere along in the bitterness.

Mission trying to get a girl, failed. Heck, I was just trying to know her. I guess the way I have approached her was wrong and rather awkward. My sister is moving her house today, I was supposed to be back in Klang, helping her but I couldn't as I have my finals. My lovely friends decided to go out and tell me about it. I have told them few hundred times I am not going as I have finals. It's not like I want to kencing unlike PRAVIND. I know he doesn't read blogs but fuck it. He's the kencing king.

... 2 hours and 43 minutes later, I was given a slight glimpse of hope. She replied my text. Just as I was blogging about this, she texted. I would really like to know her because she seems like a nice girl and I have approached accordingly. I still don't know if I have approached accordingly. This is the first time I try to get to know a girl with a bit of help from my friend. IT's not like we're going to get together but I would like to know her as a friend. I hope everything goes well but she's taking such a long time to reply me. Waiting sucks, seriously. This is the second girl that I have tried texting which takes a long time to reply. Testing my patience is it?!

Again, don't fall in love because you're lonely, fall in love because you're ready. Am I ready? NAH. Am I lonely. YES. BIG YESSSS. I can't help but to express my feelings out. I am feeling better now. It's amazing how a simple message can change things. :)

So, things did not ended after all.

Accounts nearly killed me

2011-01-10T22:18:00.001+08:00

Last sem, I endure with Accounts. I was doing very fine in Accounts. I scored an A okay but that's all because of my high coursework marks. I have to thank Boon because our assignment was over packed with information. It was very very thick. Come to think of it, without him, I could not have scored such high mark. Total coursework mark - 39 out of 40. Lost one mark in presentation. Got full for the assignment and the simple coursework. This means, I don't have to do much in order to get an A in finals.

I have done two past year papers today, while referring to the lecture notes and also my friend's answer, I could not endure the pain any more. The thought of it, it is killing me. I honestly feel like crying, deep down. This is the first time, I have encountered such condition. It's kind of serious but again, I am able to pull it through. Just think of the things we can do after finals. I'll be fucking busy after finals also. Gotta paint room, gotta catch up with my babe as much as possible because he's leaving the country to further his studies.

Thanks to that babe of mine, he has been asking me to go offline numerous times today. Okay, I will do it for you baby. End of rant. Probably no more 4-flat this sem. So fucking hard to maintain. I hope my friends will understand how I feel but fat chance. Again, I will try my best. I have consoled myself, the inner me, telling that it's okay if I did not do well in my finals. I hope that helps. This is the time where a girlfriend could come really handy. Not to have sex but to comfort me. Where are you, the girl of my dreams?

I miss them clouds. It has been a long time, very long time.

I lied about the hiatus. I will be back shortly. :)

Macroecnomics 1 - 0 childishchicken

2011-01-09T14:50:00.000+08:00

It sucks when all of your friends said the paper was bloody easy after it ended while you yourself thinking it is definitely the hardest paper ever. It's all about luck but I lost marks at the easiest point. Do not be over confident. Check things thoroughly. Go through them again and again. On the way back home, I nearly hit someone. It was like 5 centimeters close, my blindspot. OMG LA. =.=

ZOMG. I feel so frustrated. I need to do my best for the other 3. Sighs.

childishchicken shutdown 2010

2011-01-02T22:50:00.000+08:00

I am taking a break.

I need a break.

Sorry readers.

I will blog when I feel the need to.I

It's off the hook.

I haven't studied and my finals is on the 6th.

LIKE FML.

Bye.

Have fun.

Don't waste time here.

Check it like once a week.

ehheehhe

My Mum Naik Angin

2010-12-30T21:33:00.001+08:00

My mum's mood for the day is ruined early in the morning thanks to my dad who also naik angin. As their child, I sakit kepala tahu. Tak tahu kenapa I tiba-tiba suka berbahasa Melayu. I rasa semua ini adalah kerana kemenangan pasukan bola sepak Malaysia di AFF Suzuki Cup 2010. I rasa sangat bangga terhadap negaraku. Pardon my BM and English for this post as I have only slept for 3 hours for the last 36 hours. Damn stone and I can't think properly. SHIT, I'm having difficulties in urinating. FML. Will continue this post tomorrow morning. So fast la, it's gonna be 2011 already. Gonna continue my mum's story. It's only a short rant so you can actually read it after new years celebration. LOL

So, where were we? Okay, her tone was so different today. I ask her in a nice tone she reply me as if I owe her a lot of money kind of tone. I was like, wtf? Some more I was going to do her a favour. I wanna be nice to her but she wants to ruin it. That's her flaw. Her tone. My dad and I agree on this. That's all la I want to rant. It's NYE and I have no plans. Sho lifeless.

ZOMG, I should prolly quit DOTA. I lost frigging two matches. FML.

1 year 8 months ago @ Penny's IU Day.

So young looking. I dig my current look. LOL

Ignorance is not my best friend

2010-12-28T10:03:00.000+08:00

I can finally understand why sometimes, we like to lie to ourselves or be a little ignorant. Being ignorant is completely fine in my opinion. Sometimes, we just do not want to accept the painful truth. I've been talking about ignorance for a very long time.

I'm blogging in my dinning hall while enjoying my breakfast. I'm really pampered la at times. My mum preparing everything for me, how lucky. That's why I like being at home. I miss home. Yesterday was so tiring.

*5 minutes later*

Okay, I'm done with ze half boiled egg and 2 piece of bread. Let's continue with my PUTU MAYAM!

*5 minutes later*

DONE! Okay. So as I was saying, it's normal to be an ignorant. However, the ignorance in us should not hurt anyone else's feeling. As a good friend, I know I am good so I am just going to admit it, I agree with everything else with the other person says.

*listening to the dirty jokes between my mum and the neighbours*
YES, they're nearly 60 and they have dirty jokes. I guess that's where I got my dirty joke genes from. Spontaneous and very creative.

Okay la, I agree with 80% what the other fella says. I don't go and NO THIS NO THAT despite I don't agree with them. I do not want to ruin the friendship wei. Not worth ruining. Some people are worth doing so, some people are not. They will continue to be ignorant and stop listening to whatever shit you say. Those people are terrible.

I better continue revising for my finals because my 'stupid' college decided not to give us holiday during this festive season. I do not see what's wrong with it. It is my study week anyway. I do not need to go to tutorials this week but I have one tutorial left. The only reason I'm attending is because I like that subject and I want to score A for that subject. So fast la, 2nd semester just went by. Aiks

Merry Christmas, year 2010

2010-12-25T17:40:00.000+08:00

That's what F1.8 do to you. Awesome bokeh.

Merry Christmas to all my readers out there!

Thanks for being with me this whole year.

Four Point Zero. First Sem.

2010-12-23T18:51:00.000+08:00

Actually, I have achieved for my previous semester.

I did not boast it because it just wasn't the right time.

I have to get ready to fight this war

A war that I did not declare.

A self declare war.

Or am I just giving myself too much pressure?

It is something to be proud of.

I was the only one in my course but others were very close.

Getting to 3.8 or 3.9.

Now the problem is, I have to keep it up.

Bragging time.

The others have to aim 4.0 but I have to maintain. Consistency is not something that can be achieved easily.Although I think my coursework marks can help me to achieve my target.

I hope it could. It's nothing really new. Almost all my college friends know about my result. I constantly get teased about my result. Whenever I make mistakes or something does a better job than I do, I get insulted. Of course they're joking. They are not bastards but this is exerting quite a lot of pressure on me.

I have already admit, I won't be the 4-flat anymore.

I'm such a big slacker. Blogging/Working/Studying/Family.

How to commit myself into so many stuffs?

I have not spent any time with my guitar for the past 2 months.

SAD. I got the guitar for nothing, obviously.

For my current semester, friends around me are having high coursework marks. Higher than me. I guess I just did not put enough effort into my coursework. This is making me to feel a little depressed. Only understanding people who know how it feels like but how many people out there actually understands? In order not to be a 'one-hit wonder', I have decided to shut down all my entertainment source. WHO I AM KIDDING. I wouldn't do such thing. I will still blog as much, online as much and it wouldn't bother me. Most people think that I am a nerd, a book-worm just because of my results. Honestly, I'm just another slacker out there. It's something people do not really know. I'm not trying to say I do not study but it's not as much as some people make it sound like. Oh, talk about coursework marks. A classmate of mine, who always get the highest did not get so high for his CW3 mark. You see, even heroes can fall sometimes. People will step on the wound of that particular hero who had fallen. Will I be the next fallen hero? I hope not!

By the way, MERRY CHRISTMAS! I have something nice going tmr night.

Can't wait as it's my first time! :D

Here's a nice song for Christmas from my favourite band!

Note the colour of the borders, giving a Christmas tree feel. LOL

Departure Time - 8:39pm

2010-12-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

It rained heavily. VERY HEAVY when I left home to KL.

It was my first time driving in such heavy rain.

Thank god the traffic wasn't heavy.

And thank god I've changed my wipers.

OR ELSE, I might bump into some car.

NO seriously, it's that terrible.

Let me show you a picturee.

It doesn't seem heavy here because my car was not moving.

I couldn't take more as the lights turned green.

It was fun driving in the rain.

The feeling you get, was kinda awesome.

I still don't get why some people speed during the rain.

Hello, you can skid.

Oh, I always have the urge of peeing when I'm on my way to KL.

THAT SUCKS. I don't know why.

It's like the 5th time I had to stop by petrol station. UGH.

And I always leave something behind.

SHUCKS.

Today, I left my touchNgo card.

My sister laughed.

They're making jokes out of me.

Blegh. I don't care.

So, it's Can or Cannot?

2010-12-19T18:15:00.000+08:00

That's what you said, everyone can do it.

Yes, you have a point.

Nothing is impossible.

BUT you didn't manage to do it.

Instead you said, if I wanted to do it, I could do it as well.

The point is here, don't make it sound as if it is damn easy.

Not everyone is able to do it.

It's definitely easy for you to say it.

Actions speak louder than words.

If you have put all your effort, YOU MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO DO IT AS WELL.

We put our effort in, don't say as if it's damn easy.

It's just uneasy for me to hear it.

It's as if I did not put in any effort, like wtf.

It's like any slacker can do it.

NO, not all the slackers can do it.

If you managed to do it and then you said it, then it's ok.

You didn't even manage to do it.

Until the day you can do it, then only we talk.

OR else, don't even think about it.

I miss taking pictures of clouds.

My kit lens has been abandoned. =/

Why sometimes there is no why

2010-12-16T23:10:00.001+08:00

If you have anything nice to say, don't say anything.

When someone's trying to do something nice, don't diss the plan.

If you don't agree with them, just ignore it.

Don't need to diss it.

I don't know why you diss it.

I would like to know why but you probably won't tell so wth.

She's our friend.

It's Christmas.

It's a gift.

GIFT can brighten up someone's day.

Isn't that the whole point of giving gifts?

I think 90% of the people involved in the msg probably won't be in the same frequency as you do.

That 10% probably agrees with you cause they want to make you happy.

It's gonna be awkward the next time you see me.

Meh? You don't even care.

It is ironic that I always say there must be a reason for everything.

Sometimes, I have to admit, there's no particular reason.

Honked or Horned?

2010-12-13T22:20:00.000+08:00

I have been driving around today so I think it's fair that I pump 10 bucks of petrol.

Wait, make that five because I'm trying to budget.

It's not working as I'm running out of cash.

I took the long way, about 6km EXTRA.

HOW SILLY RYAN. =.=

On the way to the hawker stall, I honked someone.

He actually stared at me.

I honked him to warned him, that's all.

WHY DOES HE HAVE TO STARE AT ME?

I'm innocent la, it's not like I like honking people.

I like honking my friends tho. HAHA.

It has been a long day.

My back upper teeth hurts.

HURTS SO BADLY, I don't feel like "hard" things anymore.

Shucks.

Today is the last investment sharing session with the seniors.

BIGGER SHUCKS.

Matrices - I don't know much of this topic.
I think I have lost half of my add math knowledge.

Oh btw, it's honked the horn.
Honk is teh verb. Horn is the object.

My 18th Birthday

2010-12-11T22:09:00.001+08:00

I know right. It happened a month ago when my classmates celebrate with me.

They celebrated with me on 9th, cause I was gonna be absent on the 10th.

How thoughtful of them.

Thanks Venky for the idea.

Thanks Alex and Kah Yung for making it happen.

Angella has yet to upload the pictures yet.

She's kinda busy with her thing so it doesn't matter.

Three of us celebrated together as our birthdays were close.

Shan Yang's birthday was on the 7th.

Bor Han's on the 8th.

Mine's on 10th. AHHAHAHA.

A lot of people didn't wish me.

But it doesn't matter as long as my close friends wished me.

Honestly, it does. I want as many friends to wish me.

It's so hard to make that happen.

Fat chance.

I post on their walls but they don't post it on mine.

It's just happy birthday, less than 20 letters.

Very hard to type meh?

I just don't get it.

As always, the unexpected people wishes you first.

Wait, not this year.

I did not get a lot of texts, unlike last year.

I only got a few texts, less than 10.

HOW MISERABLE.

Honourable mention goes to

Tiffany - Happy Aging, YOU SUCK

Alex - Happy Suffer Day, WTF IS THIS?

Jordan - Hope your dick grows bigger, NICE.

So fast, I'm already 18th.

I can't make a post like kennysia cause achieving 18 goals is HARD.

I worked on my birthday too, how sad. =[

OK, let's start with the pictures.

1 Floor Kitchen. Grammar fail, should have been 1st Floor Kitchen right.
I decided to go somewhere to chill. It isn't a bad place but it's expensive.

I didn't expect the quality to be so good. Thanks Chee Han for making it happen.
Those un-blowable candles. Forgot the other name for it.

Loving the quality. Pretty awesome phone I have.

My ugly long hair. LOL

Wish Right Now. Same wish every year. :)

The usual thing that friends to do the birthday boy.

Santa-alike. I have white-beard, YAY!

Chee Han, Joe, Evon, Leng Lui YY
Jordan, childishchicken
My bunch of friends who celebrate with me. Thanks.
I've had a great time.

And I didn't receive any presents as usual.
I don't know why is this happening to me.
I don't receive presents every year.
Nothing really sad because I'm kinda used to it.
*hinting*
You know what to do next year. ;)

The Social Network

2010-12-07T17:52:00.002+08:00

That's true. That's the tag line of the movie.

I went to watch with Jerry last night as Don was busy.

He couldn't join us. I wanted to watch Haunted Changi at first but it isn't shown in AEON.

BUTAA.

As usual, we were late for movie. 10 minutes late.

WE ALWAYS MISS THE INTRO.

I think the movie was meh.

I was expecting more like, why people fb instead of the actual history.

The plot was good tho. I loved it.

Brilliant work.

I expected it to have more kick but nah.

It's a great movie about life, college, business, people, etc.

Worth watching, It's based on the true story.

*SPOILERS*

I would have loved the show if Mark Zuckerberg was the victim instead of the rest.

I think Eduardo shouldn't be putting advertisements.

I see things in long-term, like Mark.

A lot of people liked the movie tho.

Intercampus 2010

2010-12-05T00:45:00.000+08:00

My college is having Intercampus competition.

We have like 5 campuses around Malaysia.

SO AWESOME OK.

I went to swimming's competition.

I AM NO SWIMMER.

I was just the emcee.

Some of you should know if you are following me on twitter.

DEAD CROWD.

No one was cheering.

I was trying to bring the atmosphere up and failed, miserably.

It was kinda embarassing okay.

I was like the ss guy there.

I did once and that was it.

No response from the crowd.

Somehow, I wish they could have been more supportive.

Swimmers aren't that supportive at all.

SAD.

Since I was one of the emcee, I get to play some songs.

GUESS WHAT?

No one likes me jam. AIKS.

Total fail.

However, this won't stop me from becoming an emcee in the future.

I kinda like the idea of becoming an emcee or VJ.

However, I'm not that confident.

I struggled during my half-filled accounting lecture on Wednesday.

I SHOULD HAVE PREPARED PROPERLY.

My lecturer said like half of what I should have said.

So was my coach for swimming today.

He was the emcee for half of the ceremony.

All I had to do was just lepaking. Nais.

Then there was a fucking guard last night which pissed me off.

I don't have parking sticker so I'm not allowed to park inside(SIGHSSSSS).

Went to the guard, ask him whether can park or not.

He said this,

"Sebenarnya, 5:30 baru boleh park, nanti kena clamp jangan nak salahkan kami"

Something like that.

I was like, it's after 5 and I should be allowed to park.

By 5, there will be loads of parking.

I was like, WTF? What stupid warning was that?

Fucking idiotic guard.

Just let me park and get on with your job la. It's after 5, no one gives a shit.

No one is gonna clamp la ok.

I kecut cause if I got clamped, I have to pay 50 bucks.

I guess some people just don't know how to be nice.

No pictures tho. Too lazy to take shots.

Over My Head

2010-12-02T22:01:00.001+08:00

I never knew

I never knew that everything was falling through

That everyone I knew was waiting on cue

To turn and run when I all I needed was the truth

But that's how it's got to be

It's coming down to nothing more than apathy

I'd rather run the other way than stay and see

The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

This is my current Jam.

I'm can sing the whole song, without going out of tune.

It's an easy song to sing.

Loving it.

Thanks to my nice bunch of Klang friends,

I now know it's BURST THEIR BUBBLES, instead of break.

SORRY LAAAH.

No Swearing Day - BIG FAIL

2010-12-01T12:13:00.007+08:00

I think I were to fall one day, it will be bad.

Everyone would be so happy about me falling.

Is that what everyone else is thinking?

I would not blame you because I am so cocky.

I'm such a big slacker.

No one likes me in my college.

There are a few people who I think they are ok me.

PERASANNYER.

Okay la, maybe not that terrible.

I would say I'm an arrogant person but I'm not ignorant.

There are a lot of people who bitch about me behind my back.

I just got that feeling.

Can't blame them because I'm a terrible bitch.

Shit, today is no swearing day!

There's only like 50attendees. Damn sad.

Phailed event.

Anyway, if I fall, please fall at the right time in life.

I somehow feel very insecure these days.

Be faithful, be faithful.

Every cloud has a silver lining.

Auto mode ruins your exposure, kinda.

I think I either misplaced this watch or gave it to my dad. lulz.

It's just like trust

2010-11-29T10:02:00.000+08:00

Since my pants can't really be a fashion material, it shall educate all of us.

HAHAHAHAHA.

I'm still gonna wear this pair of pants my mum fixed.

Yes, it left a scar. =[

It's just like trust.

One "torn", no matter how hard you fix it, it will still be there.

It's like a wall. A non-existent wall.

Walls exist in all our lives.

It's almost impossible to tear down that wall unless you manage to erase that memory.

And sadly, most couples after they break-up concentrates too much on this wall, instead of the other side.

They can be friends, or can they?

Should couple be friends after they broke-up?

I am no love guru as I have obtained no experience whatsoever.

Lot 100 Sour+

2010-11-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

Lousy shots. Auto mode.

Purple is my favourite.

I miss eating these.

I remember buying these for 10 cents each at Sunita.

In fact, I miss Sunita.

I suddenly miss studying Science subjects because of the attention to detail.

Business subjects focus more on theories and calculation.

Science subjects emphasise facts, experiments, research, etc.

My Chemistry knowledge has reduced by a significant 90%.

I can't even remember the first twenty periodic table elements.

FML.

I'm still not over my torn pants.

You will be missed.

I wonder who go and tick the golden egg.

I frigging torn my pants

2010-11-23T16:43:00.000+08:00

It's fated. Seriously.

It's all chained. Chain reactions.

AHHH.

How it happened.

I went to see LENG LUI YY, carelessly. Didn't notice the nail and TADA!

How to fix this hole?

Why did I go to see LENG LUI YY?

I had to tell her something about yesterday's investment group.

If she had went to the investment group, this might not have happened.

If there isn't a investment forum, this might not have happened.

If Bor Han told me he isn't going to lecture hall, I would not have changed my place.

If I had not turned my face to, I would not have seen Leng Lui YY.
I would not have torn my favourite pans.

This is the How I Met Your Mother Syndrome.
Chain reactions. lol

FOA tomorrow at 10:30

2010-11-21T12:31:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I admire my parents. As much as I dislike their pessimistic characteristics, there's something simple about how they live their lives. We had our brunch at Melawis just now. Then my mum said she wants to go Pyramid because it has been quite sometime since she been there plus my dad need not to fetch some auntie today so yeah. Mum's gonna cook pan mee tonight. I eat pan mee all the time I'm gonna get sick of it one day. Okay, so my mum did not make up. My dad wore long pants with slippers. They are that carefree. They don't really care how people think how they look. My mum wore like a typical auntie who goes to the market. Maybe better than that but not by a huge margin. No, seriously. I'm not trying to embarrass my parents or what but they are like that in nature. It's either that or they think they look OK in those. It's not like they look ugly in those but those are not what a typical person would wear to Pyramid. Wearing them to AEON would be totally fine. That's just them. They need not to make up or carry branded hand bags. Why am I so different compared to them? Sighs. I somehow wish I could be like them, wear normal apparels and don't bother about what the rest think. It's so effing hard.

I feel the need for this.

I have posted this picture before.

I stayed up until 4am this morning. It's the first time I stayed up until so late.

ACCOUNTING, I need to get an A.

I need to get things right.

Let's hope I won't flunk my accounts. UGHH

I doubt I could continue my legacy for this Semester.

It's just too hard to get.

All right, back to work. So much left to blog still.

Paramore Live In KL 2010

2010-11-19T18:45:00.000+08:00

Last month .. on the 19th October 2010, one of the most amazing things happened.
PARAMORE LIVE IN KUALA LUMPUR.

At first, I doubted whether to go or not as the tickets were kind of expensive.

RM358 for ROCK ZONE.

I thought of going for RM268 which is cheaper and kind of close to the stage.

BUT one problem, how can you enjoy a concert while seating?

I mean, you gotta stand during concerts right?

So, I asked Jerry whether he could get free tickets or not.

We would be grateful even if we got the RM268 tickets.

BUT INSTEAD, Jerry got us the rock zone tickets.

Fucking awesome.

I paid like RM120 cause we had to share.

RM120 for such awesomeness.

It was amazing. Really.

I will go to PARAMORE CONCERT again and again.

It's like you can never get enough of them.

They performed only 1 and a half hour.

I guess that is the standard duration.

IT WAS SO SHORT.

It left you wanting more and more!

We were about 20 feet from the stage.

It was epic, super close. I never thought I'd get to see her so close.

I wish I could be closer but I would need to camp there frigging early.

I can't imagine being called up to the stage.

A guy was called up to the stage and he sang the wrong verse. AWH.

We moshed/headbanged.

The moshing part was terrible as all of us were sweaty (EWWW).

I nearly fell but thank god I held onto someone. HAHAHA.

During The Only Exception.

Everyone (most of us) took our phones out and shineee.

It was fucking epic.

Imagine turning back to look at this.

8000-strong crowd.

The last part of Only Exception they had fireworks at the back.

I sang alone and almost tear. I KNOW RIGHT.

They ended with Misery Business.

DAMN NICE LA the whole concert.

They said it will never take them 6 years to come back again.

It was their first time in Malaysia after being on mainstream for 6 years.

I don't think I will ever doubt to buy their ticket when they come back.

It's worth RM358. It's worth every penny you spend.

I listened to Paramore songs before I went to their concert, it's like a have to.

Found a few nice songs - Playing God is awesome.

Tips for concerts

> Bring a bag and drink loads of water.

> Bring a fan or else you might suffocate.

Oh, we thought of using a new application for iPhone, iFan.

If only iPhone had an application which can fan, how awesome would that be.

Picture credits to Robyn Ng.

For videos, just go to Youtube.

IT WAS AWESOME and I feel sorry that you have missed it. HAHA!

10 lightnings within a minute.

2010-11-18T18:38:00.000+08:00

10 lightnings accompanied by thunders within a minute.

Kinda scary actually.

It happened simultaneously.

Not within a minute, every 5 seconds.

Not kidding.

It was epic.

It was my first time encountering a condition like this.

It was kind of scary.

I guess Zeus was angry.

I wanted to go and swim, to train my freestyle.

MY FREESTYLE SUCK.

I can't even swim after the 2nd lesson.

I guess I need private coach for my freestyle.

So embarrassing.

This is like my second time learning freestyle.

I went downstairs, swam for less than 10 minutes and I got out of the pool.

I'm such a big pussy but life ain't no nitendo game.

I exited the pool after I heard 2-3 thunder.

I rather look stupid than to risk my life.

You will never know when a lightning strikes.

Plus, I was in a swimming pool.

I was so vulnerable.

When I first started shooting.

Can't even focus correctly. How silly.

Oh, if you didn't know this

Lightning - LIGHT

Thunder - SOUND

I have about RM15 left in my wallet

2010-11-16T22:14:00.001+08:00

That RM15 is supposed to last me 3 days.

No joke.

I got 50 bucks at the starting of the week.

I spend like crazy last night and today.

It has been such a long day.

College hours are not that long.

BUT my days are getting more and more tiring.

IS this a sign of aging?

I hope not.

I spent like 35 bucks.

RM8 on McD for Monday's Lunch.

RM6 for dinner.

RM3 for pool last night.

RM5 for today's lunch.

RM8 for today's dinner

(5 for pan mee + 3 for drink, forgot to ask for student discount tho).

Today's dinner, I found something interesting in their toilet.

I had to remove my retainer so I had to use the toilet.

I know my English isn't very awesome but there's something worth seeing here.

Flush before I go? Before I pee?

Hmmm..

Beezee

2010-11-13T18:20:00.000+08:00

I will be blogging soon, like tomorrow or monday.

Really sorry to keep you guys waiting.

It has been really long and there's are a lot of stuffs to post.

I've been busy.

Like really busy.

I kept travelling last week.

I barely have time to rest, no seriously.

Yes, it was also my birthday last week.

I'll post something about that tomorrow or Monday.

I did not really celebrate with my friends.

I just chilled with my friends.

What to do, I've been so busy.

Sorry for not having pictures as well.

It has been a really tiring week.

Oh, my visits recorded the highest on Wednesday.

HAHA. I got 41 hits. Pretty amazing.

Birthdays are oh well, the day you get the most clicks on your page.

I haven't been getting a lot of clicks.

Averaging 15-20 daily.

I miss the attention I used to get.

Nah, not really.

I like where it is currently.

There are a lot of foreign readers. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY.

Having readers is better than having no readers.

That's true ok.

All right, I have to go now.

Take care, have a great weekend. BYE.

Uneven Sunburn ..

2010-11-09T18:20:00.000+08:00

.. on my FOREHEAD!

Thank god for my fringe.

OR ELSE, it will be so obvious.

If you notice it properly, you can see it.

It's hard but you can see it.

I darkened my picture, for you viewers to enjoy.

Reason for my sunburn - SWIMMING.

I did not know swimming around 9-11am will sunburn me.

I thought only the 3-5pm session will cause sunburn.

I am way darker than before and my forehead now looks weird.

I use a swimming cap which covers part of my forehead.

I damn noob la, cover wrongly.

UGHHH.

Anyway, my freestyle still suck.

My leg can't swim the right way.

My breathing for freestyle kinda suck.

I AM GONNA MASTER IT.

I am going to master free style, by the end of my co-cu session.

913kbps vs 320kbps

2010-11-07T16:02:00.001+08:00

I think the former sounded slightly better.

I got bored on the internet and found out about a song format .flac

It has the higher bit rate, compared to normal MP3.

The maximum mp3s can go is 320kbps.

Compared to 128kbps, it does sound a bit different.

You can definitely imagine what 913kbps would sound like.

PROVIDED there's some super high tech speakers.

Seriously, I can't differentiate between the both of them.

They both sound nice.

VIVA LA VIDA is an awesome song, all of us know it.

I want to be an audiophile.

I wanna listen to awesome tunes.

Music is my life.

I can't wonder what's life without music.

I don't play any instruments but that doesn't make me any lesser of a music lover.

IS THAT THE RIGHT WAY TO COMPOSE THE SENTENCE?

I know Elaine and Von must be laughing at my English.

ISHHHHH.

Sexiest Guy On Earth. I kid.
Chris Martin's awesome.
One day, I will see him live.

The Morning Chat

2010-11-05T20:14:00.000+08:00

I just came back from Dinner with my family.

I only ate half full because I'll be going to my friend's house later for INDIAN FOOD.

Yes, all the spicy stuffs.

We had a healthy chat.

I did not raise my voice.

This is the second time I told them.

One thing about my parents, they like to talk about the other people.

It's like, spreading other people's stuffs.

That's how I feel.

When I confronted them for the 2nd time just now,

my parents told me they are just taking "those" people as examples.

They are not spreading rumours.

They like to gossip.

Especially my mum and my neighbours.

I don't like the fact they like to talk about other people.

It's like as if we're damn fucking good.

We're not. We have problems. We are not rich.

We should not be talking about other people when we are not any better than them.

The issue here is,

I MIGHT BE AFFECTED.

YES, ME.

The Camwhore Photographer Which Uses A Yellow Hair Clip.

That's right.

As a believer in karma, I truly believe what goes around comes around.

So if my parents continue saying others' problems, it might just come back to us.

It's such a simple theory yet they chose to ignore it.

They resist.

They are taking this lightly, taking this as a light chit chat session which can educate us.

Yes, in some ways it can educate us.

I'd like to thank them.

I think telling us is more than enough.

Telling family members is more than enough.

Despite, it's only a small circle but it might spread to YOU.

It's ironic how something can educate us yet it might hurt us.

That's my two cents.

I can't do anything if they refuse to listen to me, no?

Gossiping, what do you think?

The 151058th km Service

2010-10-31T12:26:00.000+08:00

Two weeks ago, I went to service my car.

I sent it to my sister's friend who is a mechanic.

Plus, it's nearby my house and it's something simple.

Anyway, I was supposed to service the week earlier.

When I went to service, the meter showed

I was supposed to service at

My car went 200 extra KM before servicing.

He said it is okay still as long as you don't go over 500km.

Or else, the engine might face a lot of problems.

Engine oil is very important for the engine to run smoothly.

This is my first time servicing the car.

I didn't service it myself but I sent the car for service for the first time.

I changed my filter as well because the mechanic said it was dirty.

Dirty air = engine can't combust cleanly.

They recommended me this.

Why do we need to service our car?

It's like a lubricator actually.

All the metals parts in the engine can't function at its optimum level if you don't change your oil regularly. It might cause the engine to overheat which is the last thing you want it to happen.

Honestly, I didn't feel much difference after the service.

I wish my car could go faster after servicing.

Who am I kidding right.

Gross Domestic Profit includes IBT

2010-10-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

I got the formula wrong, which means the questions related to GDP are all wrong.

That equals to 14 marks out of 40 gone.

I can only get a maximum 26 marks for my coursework1.

Seriously, macro economics sucks.

I suck.

I still can't figured out why I did my paper terribly.

Maybe I have been too playful and I will need to be more serious from now on.

Chee Han had told me that the paper was hard.

I think something went wrong.

I'm gonna feel bad for a while.

I need to keep up.

I don't know, I might just flunk my sem 2.

The more I think of it, the worse it gets.

Maybe it's because of karma.

I believe in Karma.

I'm disappointed. Never mind, I will try my best to get an A for ME.

I WILL. I need to.

I can't let this CW1 bring me down.

I slacked, that's my punishment.

I wonder how long is it going to take for me to get over it.

Today, I helped my friends to move house.

I hope I can get good karma.

Initially, I wanted them to treat me makan but nah.

If they want to treat me, they'd treat me sincerely.

I need not to ask for them to treat me.

It was very tiring.

The day ended with 3 rounds of DotA.

I lost all three of them.

It's going to be another long day tomorrow.
I have class from 8 till 7pm at night.
Really FML.
5-7pm is actually not a class.
It is to talk about stocks which can be interesting.
So, I thought, why not attend something that can benefit me?
BTW, I can't be having any more indian food.
I have been eating spicy food since college started.
I'm gonna eat with them during Deepavali?
I don't know.

Logging off ..

Yours Truly.

Presentation - Outline + PowerPoint

2010-10-27T18:12:00.000+08:00

This is my first time putting my effort into my presentation.

I wanted to talked about Televisions.

It was because I went to Harvey Norman to check on TVs.

There was this friendly salesman who took us seriously.

My brother in law, my sister and I.

They'll take everyone seriously.

He explained everything to us. Oh well, almost everything.

I figured out I couldn't write the outline of the topic.

So, I changed my topic.

SIMPLE GUIDE TO BUYING A CAR!

It was nice.

I had background knowledge of cars so it was kinda ok.

I missed a few points during the presentation.

I wish I could have talked more but it was okay.

I didn't really read my script so yeah.

Preparing the PowerPoint was tiring.

It took me 2 bloody hours to prepare and adjust.

It might be because of I swam in the morning.

TWO HOURS OF swimming, tiring or not?

I think the slide is less than 20 seconds if I put it on play mode.

I was quite satisfied with everything although it could be better.

I did learn a lot about powerpoint.

Everyone listened to me during my presentation.

They didn't even bother to take picture of me presenting.

DAMN SAD RIGHT.

I hope my tutor will give me good marks so I can get A for English again.

I was kind of nervous. WELL, who doesn't?!

I can feel the confidence is slowly building inside of me.

I'm liking this.

I'd like to thank my friends who paid attention to my presentation.

Really appreciate it.

It's hard to give my attention to the rest when they are presenting but I'll definitely try my best.

99 Balloons

2010-10-26T13:17:00.010+08:00

How to spend your 6 minutes wisely.

I teared by the end of the movie.

I wouldn't have done the same.

I would just abort it but they chose the different path.

And enjoyed the 99 days.

They spent time with Eliot whenever they could.

Being parents isn't easy.

Oh oh I Want Some More

2010-10-24T11:11:00.000+08:00

Here we go again

I kinda wanna be more than friends.

I love this song.

I'm feeling so lazy to study my Macroecons on a Sunday morning.

It rained in the morning.

I'm loving this weather.

But we can't get this weather 365 days a year can we?

I did something last night after being provoked.

Oh well, not provoked but I had no choice.

I had to say what's real.

It is hard to act like we're not 15 or 16 anymore?

Neon Trees - Animal

*thumbs up*

Check it out please.

57% Of Plagiarism

2010-10-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

What's the use of the system actually?

I know it's to prevent students from copying.

My school (business school) has like 2000 students.

No kidding. Accounting already 800 plus.

Business Admin course has 500 - 600 students.

Finance has about 300 students in total.

There are a lot more course offered by our school.

All of us first year student has Fundamentals of Accounting.

A system to monitor 2000 students.

I mean, the odds of some of us having the same lines shouldn't be surprising.

Just because we have the same lines doesn't mean we copied.

I put a lot of effort into this assignment.

This is the first assignment I put effort into.

The first sem one, I just went to the interview, the rest was done by my teammates.

Niceeee.

It wasn't 100% because it's a group assignment.

Should it be a group assignment when there's only 2 people involved?

That's not the point.

I contributed like, 40%?

It is a bit unfair but both of us were satisfied.

The system said we are copying, like wth.

We're the first batch to use this system.

I hope we'll won't be penalised for this.

I'm tired of this.

I could have passed up like last week and be given extra marks.

Now, I don't get any extra marks anymore because of that stupid system.

Okay, maybe I shouldn't say that system stupid because I'm sure he/she has put a lot of effort into developing that system. However, it's not really reliable. Sorry to say this.

I'm done. I'm tired.

I have done my assignment. Please take it.

I WANT TO PASS or get A to continue my LEGACY.

I need to continue my legacy, I don't let a system to screw with me.

Blegh.

Done ranting.

teh silly chicken

2010-10-20T16:02:00.000+08:00

I was silly not to know who was I competing with back then.

I probably wasn't ready to fall in love.

I am never ready to fall in love, not now.

I still don't have an idea about what to present next week.

Can't figure out which topic to present, that sucks.

Sorry that I've wasted your time and mine.

Yours wasn't really wasted so yeah.

Let me emo for a while can?

And DECODE is an awesome song.

Oktoberfest @ Centro

2010-10-18T10:35:00.000+08:00

All of us were thirsty after enjoying the food at Boston.

I think Don mentioned something about Oktoberfest @ Centro.

Initially, we wanted to chill out at Sherpadoo.

It's oktoberfest, beer is supposed to be cheap.

Sherpadoo were offering 4 pint for the price of 3 which is RM36.

It's actually buy 3 free 1.

Coincidentally, there were 8 of us.

So we thought of ordering 8 pints.

Then we saw another promotion by a restaurant upstairs.

I don't remember the name, no one cared.

It WAS OKTOBERFEST.

It didn't matter where we were gonna drink as long as we get to drink.

The promotion was even better.

10 bottles of Carlsberg for RM45.

That's like 5 per bottle.

Buy one bucket free one bucker promotion.

We forked out less money for more beer.

Damn smart kan.

Cheers! I only drank one bottle.

I noticed I can't drink.

My drinking ability has gone down to zero.

*cries*

If Only I was Carrying Her

2010-10-16T16:34:00.000+08:00

Honestly, I think this is the best smiled I've ever given to anyone.

Elaine Lee, captured this shot beautifully. Thanks Elaine.

My body is kinda awkward but meh.

Our faces were just nice and natural.

And how I wish I was carrying 'her' behind my back.

Am I over her or not?
I don't have an idea.
Infatuations suck.

Shawn's Beanie

2010-10-14T17:25:00.000+08:00

Shawn pao-ed his friend's beanie.

If you don't know what's a beanie, there's one here.

I wore it to college since yesterday.

My hair is getting longer and longer. I'm planning to leave it long.

I know it might look ugly and stuff but I wanna try something new.

I'm still in college, can try these kind of things.

You don't expect me to work in a firm and have long hair right?

Long hair as in, neck length.

I want to contribute to my country's GDP.

Every starts looking at my head because of that beanie.

It's only a beanie. Haven't you people seen a beanie before?!!!

I don't want the attention. I'm not wearing it cause of the attention.

I gotta thank my friend cause they said I look pretty good in it.

I'm gonna start the beanie trend if it's possible.

Fat chance, Malaysia's weather is hot.

Beanie suits me but I don't really suit the beanie.

I'm not a dancer nor am I a hip-hopper.

I'm a wannabe. NO, screw that.

Shortcut to Klang from my house

2010-10-11T11:10:00.000+08:00

I don't think there a lot of people know there's actually a third bridge to Klang.

No, not the suggested bridge connecting Tepi Sg to Klang.

It's actually from Bukit Badak to Kg Kuantan, Klang.

I always use that way instead of the main way to Klang because it's shorter.

Hence, more fuel can be saved.

On the way there, I was chit chatting with my mum.

Both of us went BKT with my sister at Taman Rashna.

We were talking about my dad.

My mum said, if she goes first, dad has to follow one of us.

Either my brother or me.

Then I was saying, he'll probably follow me because we're closer.

AHHAHA, I know right.

Then I told my mum, we might send him to old folks home.

She understands.

I gave her the reason and we came to an agreement.

Sister is married so she doesn't need to bother what's happening at home.

The responsibility to take care my dad is in either my bro's or my hands.

Then I told her, we need to earn money.

We will be busy with work or our spouses.

How are we supposed to take care of him?

We're left with one choice which is to send him to old folks home.

WAIT, there's another one.

Hire a maid to take care of him.

Not those normal maids, we'll hire specialize maids to take care of the elderly.

The latter can be done if we're able to pay the maid.

Sighs. My parents are growing older and older year by year.

I Like It .. IDK

2010-10-10T16:37:00.000+08:00

I need to get laid to know the answer.

Everyone is telling where they like to do it.

I think the best place would be the couch.

It has the perfect setting.

Have I been watching too much movies?

I don't know.

I think boring people prefer it on the bed.

I don't know where I prefer to do it.

I HAVE YET TO GET LAID.

I mean, I'll know where once I've tried all the specific places.

A lot of the girls stated where they like to do it.

Some even stated they like to do it in the wardrobe.

Is there space in wardrobe?

Can we do doggy style in there?

A wardrobe can barely allow a blowjob.

Unless the one blowing is inside.

Master Bed Room

2010-10-07T18:19:00.000+08:00

I have sick classmates.

Today during our English tutorial, we had to talk in front.

I talked some really boring topic, tire pressures.

I ENDED UP DRAWING SOMETHING REALLY WRONG.

I didn't notice it until the whole class started laughing.

HAHAH.

Luckily my friends were open minded enough.

Luckily my tutor were nice enough.

I hope my classmate get what I meant.

It was not something that is meant to be taken slightly.

TIRE PRESSURES are important.

I'll explain why next time.

Then one of my classmates talked about her dream house.

She paused at the wrong part when she said Master bed room.

Instead of saying Master *pauses* bedroom,

she said Masterbed *pauses* room.

The whole class started laughing.

Somehow, my class has feels nice.

Most of us just have a difference thinking, we just gotta learn to accept individuality.

I can't accept all of their thinking so I'm just clicking along.

Sometimes when I can't accept, I just don't bother.

That's all.

Really tired today.

Finally managed how to swim backwards.

As in, face facing the beautiful sky.

My arms are fatigue. How am I supposed to do my tutorial?

I'm still considering whether to go or not to go for the sales tmr.

Gonna blog again soon, adios.

I have been really busy lately.

Bad time management.

Shorts above my KNEES

2010-10-03T22:47:00.000+08:00

Everyone around me knows that I've been wearing the same damn shorts for like the past ten years.

Told ya that I'd be wearing the same pants all the time.

I have no choice.

Actually, I have a choice. To change my style.

Shorts nowadays are like this

Above the length of knees.

I think it's the current trend. I don't know.

I always find it looking a bit weird with shorts above my knee length.

That's what my mum told me.

I was thinking to go Pyramid tmr for a short while to check for shorts.

I'm desperate.

People would do anything when they are desperate.

I'm seriously out of shorts, very desperate.

HAHAHA.

Von told me Time Squares has what I need. Hmm.

I need to shop there I suppose.
IDK, help meee.

CHEESE McSHAKER

2010-10-01T22:09:00.001+08:00

It's October.

I'm feeling rather lazy but there's something happening this month.

SOMETHING REALLY GOOD!

I gotta thank my bro.

I'm gonna rock myself out.

I'm feeling so lazy.

I don't feel like attending the lecture.

It's like I'm still in the holiday mood.

Going to work, teacher my favourite students.

I somehow wish I could work but it would too tiring for me.

I've got a lot to accomplish this month.

I was planning to start leading a healthy lifestyle.

Should I get some shoes and start jogging for 30 minutes daily?

Okay, not daily but alternate days.

OINK, I have yet to get my parking sticker.

Hopefully will get it in October.

September has passed quickly.

I did "feel" my sem break going through slowly.
It was quick.

Seriously, it's very wrong.
I had Fillet-O-Fish with my friends after college.
It was to celebrate our friend's birthday.
We rushed to McD because it was nearly 3.
I did not manage to SHAKE my fries thoroughly.
It needs skill to SHAKE it the right way.

The Only Exception

2010-09-30T00:52:00.000+08:00

When I first heard it, I didn't like it.

I mean, is this the best Paramore can do?

I was wrong.

I fell in love with this song after a few weeks.

The lyrics, were somehow meaningful.

I don't know in what way.

I love the tune, very soothing.

Heck, this song helps me to sleep.

Before I sleep, I'll listen to it.

Then I'll have a very good sleep.

No kidding.

Recommended. Slowly interpret the meaning, you might feel it too.

2nd Sem, It Started

2010-09-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

My second sem officially started today.

I only have lectures for the first week.

Wait, there are also English classes.

English classes learning English.

Hopefully it'll be another bonus subject for me.

It's definitely a bonus for people like Amanda.

HAHAHA.

I have yet to get my parking sticker.

WTF, I'm in desperate need of my parking sticker.

I'll probably take bus to college nowadays.

This sucks, really.

Had dinner with Chee Han and Joe just now, for the 2nd time in a row.

I'll ask my friends out more often.

I hardly join friends from my group.

I kinda feel bad at times, for not mixing with the rest of my friends.

Not that I don't mix with them,

I hardly eat dinner with them.

Last sem I ate with them once.

OUT OF THAT 14 weeks. I know, WTF RIGHT.

I'll try to be more serious this semester.

I think I'm gonna enjoy doing what I do.

I'm just the kind of person who likes to plan.

I feel the need to be more healthy but I doubt that's gonna happen.

Too lazy to make an effort to jog.

My friends told me jogging once a week is totally useless.

I actually planned to jog once a week in Taman Rakyat.

Since it's useless, for what I jog then. LOL

Consistency.

There were a lot of things I wanted to do during sem break but didn't do.

More on this soon, when I'm more free to talk about it.

Oh, SPM readers all the best to your trials.

Last year I remember, we were having trials at this time?

Or was it the JPA?

Those days, good ole days.

Non-drivers, please take note.

2010-09-27T09:56:00.000+08:00

I got up this morning, feel good about the day.

The my mum told me she wants to take something from the bank.

FINE. I parked near the bank.

So after she has taken money from the bank,

she said she wants to go to the shop which is at the other end to get wok.

If she told me earlier, I would have driven her right in front of the shop.

SEE, it's important for you NON DRIVERS to tell the driver what you want to do.

It's troublesome if you don't tell me. It's the second time she's doing this

I notice, she always does this.

It's kinda troublesome for people to drive around.

I can't contain my anger, I told her off.

It was the same on Saturday.

If she had told me she wants to get a pair of shoe, I would have driven to Klang instead of Melawis to get her that pair of she at Jalan Taiping.

She's my mum, she has rights to order me and stuffs

BUT sometimes, it's very troublesome.

We walked all the way, I didn't bother.

I know KARMA but I would never do that to my drivers.

I told her, so that she would understand.

I hope she would. She's a very stubborn person.

FYI, MUMS CAN BE WRONG TOO.

IT MAKES A DIFFERENCE.

Touch wood la,

what if I got hit by a car when I was walking there?

It would not have happened if I drove her there you see.

FlyFm's Alarm Call

2010-09-25T10:45:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was one of the days I drove with my window wound down.

Yesterday wasn't hot anyway, it was very cooling.

Without the air-cond, my car is more powerful.

I've tried this numerous time, when I was leaving from college.

I can feel the rush of the car.

Thus, I drove quite fast.

You must be thinking, how fast can I go with my 650cc 30hp car?

Of course not as fast as the rest but I'm quite happy with it.

That's why, MANUAL FTW! :D

My photography skills are getting worse.

*sighs*

I haven't been shooting. I don't know what genre am I in.

Personally, I prefer portrait but haven't got the chance to shoot properly.

Photos from ARB were mostly overexposed.

Heck, I was planning to up my game but can't do it without cash right?

The next reasonable upgrade would be d90, instead of d7000.

OR even better, d300. :DD

Yesterday was the last night of work,

so TIRING! I've worked since 9.30am to 7pm.

Tuesday was as tiring tho I worked for only 6 hours on Tuesday.

I had fun working. Got to know a lot more stuffs to.

Shower In The Rain? Nah..

2010-09-22T12:52:00.002+08:00

If you click on the ad below this post (please click it! HAHA),

IKEA's new catalog is out.

YAY! More catalog shopping.

Flipping through the catalog, folding the top corner of pages which contain the furniture I like.

I have plans to renovate my room but it's gonna be long.

Like in 4-5 years time after I've graduated and earned money.

I will start improving bits of life.

I'm aiming for this

I don't mind not having the LED lights.
I'd want a bigger area for the shower head.
I heard it needs a pump, because it uses A LOT OF WATER.
My sister told me she's gonna install it in her house.
She was telling me that I'd go to her house to bath every day.
HAHAHA. WHY NOT. LOL.
Use her water, her shampoo. FOC SHOWER LEH. LOL

Looking into getting this first actually but doesn't know how much it costs.

Ikea's Catalog on iPhone

2010-09-20T15:06:00.000+08:00

Oh oh, Japanese game shows are effed up.

One of them. I just watched I Survived a Japanese Game Show two nights ago while enjoying my Milo plus biscuit supper which Fui Teng said it is toxic and the host called-in a commercial break when a guy was actually half way playing the game.

He was hanging on the sticky wall and the commercial break was called-in.

Is it called-in? Pardon my poor English.

I'm sure you get what I mean.

Seriously, it's so funny seeing that participant's reaction.

My latest book.
I don't buy books, I borrow them.
My brother in law lend this to me.
Gonna finish it tonight, 661 in one week.
Pretty good effort Soon Chia!
There was one day where I read around 150 pages.
MY EYES WERE SO TIRED, like o.o
Good read. Dan Brown's usual writing style.
A lot of history plus technology. Interesting book.
I heard the ending is a bit disappointing.
I'll tell you peeps about it tmr or after I'm done reading this book.

My Niece

2010-09-16T11:41:00.002+08:00

She's 3 years old now.

VERY MISCHIEVOUS.

She says some of the funniest things.

She doesn't like my dad, my brother and I!

She follows her mood a lot.

At times, she would be very nice to me.

Oh, we fight for the television too.

She watches the same cartoon over and over again.

Kids,

something I'd like to have in the future.

Took this shot of her yesterday. Perfect shot.

I'd Love A Simple Life

2010-09-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I don't mind living in a village.

As long as there's internet for me, I don't mind.

Honestly, I'm not a big fan of hectic life style.

I gotta admit, I'm antisocial.

I'm an introvert.

Simple life, I like.

Listening to John Mayer's Half of My Heart while enjoying the breeze.

Isn't that a wonderful thing to do?

A short post.

It can be longer.

Too lazy.

Too sleepy.

I slept for 10 hours this morning.

Plus another hour in the evening.

I haven't slept so much in a long time.

I didn't do anything hardcore yesterday also.

Hmm ..

WEIRD. Plus, I had weird dreams last night.

Bye bye Nush!

2010-09-11T17:39:00.001+08:00

Damn cute can?

Nearly a month ago,

Nicholas, Donovan and I decided to meet up with Nushie.

Sorry for the delay Nush but the pictures were up on the same day itself.

THANK ME OK>

I was the one making the calls.

Two more of my friends should attend but they were busy.

I decided it should only consist of not more than 5 or 6 people gathering.

There were only 4 of us, perfect.

When there's more than 5,

it's hard to talk to the main person.

Just the four of us, we discussed a lot.

It was a small farewell.

We didn't attend her farewell party.

So, to make our guilt go away,

WE TREATED HER! :D

Venue : Secret Recipe Centro Klang.

It's the mid point for all of us.

Plus, it's really silent there.

Heck, we were the only ones there at first.

We talked and laughed like nobody's business, as usual.

Blue Red Blue. Nais.

Nush and Nicholas

Ah Chia and Nush

Nush and Donovan

Group Shot.

Nushka Lim has been a friend of mine since PMR EE.

I met her through Jerry Lim.

Sadly, Jerry Lim didn't show up that day due to work.

Nushka is becoming an air-stewardess in SIA.

HOW FRIGGING AWESOME IS THAT.

Next time I'll be able to say this,

"I have a friend who is working in SIA, want some cheap tickets?"

HAHA. I kid. She can't give 'em to me la.

It's only for to her family or relatives.

And she gets the discount twice or thrice a year.
All the best to you Nush.
I sincerely hope I'll be able to take SIA in the future.
As in, fly in SIA and let my friend serve me.
FAT CHANCE.
):

Wrapping this post up with Donovan the Muay Thai poser.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA People!
I don't have any Malay readers anyway (except for Atika perhaps?)
I doubt she still reads this place so yeah.

Oh, I just met up with Nush in Aeon.
Got this message from an indian friend of mine.
YOU ALL KNOW HIM. HEHEHE.

We're Now Eighteen

2010-09-09T14:49:00.000+08:00

Why do some people still have such childish thinking?

I admit, I'm a very childish person.

As in, if I'm playing, I'm like a kid.

A small innocent children.

Wait, not innocent due to the fact that I love dirty jokes.

Everyone knows how I slack so I'm lazy to explain.

I know we used to be close and stuffs.

Now, we grew apart.

What can we do about it right?

I'm busy, you're busy.

Erm, just get over it.

We grow.

We ought to not hold any grudges.

Let the bygones be bygones.

I had forgotten a lot of unhappy things that had happened in the past.

Why let those unhappy things occupy your brain?

You'd have a small and childish brain.

GROW UP.

Shit happens, maybe your shit is smellier than mine.

It doesn't make much different, because both are shit.

YOU FLUSH THEM AWAY.

If you keep them, you get smellier and smellier.

And in the end, you would be the one without friends.

OR, you'd have smelly friends.

Sorry if I ruined your appetite.

Just remember we had good times.

We enjoyed each other's presence.

I'd like to thank you.

I can't thank you enough.

All you could do as a friend, is to understand.

But you must be thinking, if you spend all your time understanding me,

THEN WHO IS GOING TO UNDERSTAND YOU?! No?

It's a natural occurrence.

It doesn't only happen to the both of us,

it happens to EVERYONE.

Finals Just Finished.

2010-09-07T12:19:00.001+08:00

I just finished my finals for my first sem.

I think I did pretty good.

Probably not good for 4-flat.

I seriously hope I can get four-flat because it's frigging 1st sem, WHO DOESN'T.

It's the easiest sem.

If I don't get 4-flat now, WHEN WILL I BE ABLE TO GET 4-FLAT?

Aim high. If you can't achieve the target, at least you'll be half way there.

Now that's what an optimist would say.

I think the subjects that will pull my CGPA down are Accounts and QS.

I don't know what's CGPA but that's how the 4-flat thing comes in.

I think I gotta ask my Form6 seniors.

I suppose they know something about this.

Honestly, I think I put quite a lot of effort this time.

Last minute effort as usual.

I did the best I could.

I think even harder than SPM.

It's college, it's a lot different than SPM.

It's the first time I was in such a huge hall taking exams with everyone.

Sounds very sua ku but I don't have that chance during high school.

MY PMR AND SPM were in classes, damn sad.

I learned erm, 80% of what's taught during first sem.

I'm given 3 weeks break.

Actually, it's only two weeks but then, I finished my papers earlier.

Thank you SBS. HAHA!

I get to work for 3 weeks, as a tutor.

I've always wanted to blog about my job but never got the inspiration too.

NO PROMISES LA OK.

I should stop promising you readers!

Thankfully I got some 'kick' today.

Paramore concert anyone?

:DD

Racism > Anti Racism? Since when?

2010-09-03T09:46:00.001+08:00

How sad. Namewee is now in trouble, instead of Siti Inshah.

This is really fair.

So now Malays are allowed to tell us non-bumiputera off.

So now we need to go back where we came from.

How dumb is it really.

A racist headmistress is free.

No ISA detention, nothing.

A rapper is given all the attention.

What's happening to Malaysia?

Misunderstanding my foot la.

Hello Malaysia,

these are your future educators.

I'm sure last time we had headmasters/mistresses who are racist before 308 and nothing were done to them.

But after 308, racism became a huge issue.

Politicians are often involved.

Personally, I think STERN action should be taken on both parties.

It's really unfair for Namewee to get punished.

I'm not questioning Malays rights because we can't, not allowed to.

It's stated in the Perlembagaan Malaysia.

I don't know but I feel it's fucking unfair.
The more I think of it, the angrier.

Sucks Banana wei.

BTW, the video is damn funny la.

The part where he needs kick, lmao.

Mini Jalur Gemilang

2010-08-30T11:08:00.000+08:00

I will never forget the name of my country's flag.

I'm a Malaysian. Wait, that's my nationality.

Never mind.

So, did you buy any of those Malaysia flags that you can put on your car?

You didn't right?

WHY NOT?!

Okay, I didn't too.

Shouldn't they be distributed for free?

Yes, I'm being cheap but so are many other Malaysians.

Heck, I think 5 years ago, the number of Malaysia flags on windshields was high.

TODAY? I think I've seen less than 10 cars with those flags.

And today is MERDEKA eve.

I mean, government should allocate 1 or 2 million under Merdeka Celebration,

just to give away FREE FLAGS.

Hello, 5 ringgit for one flag is expensive.

I mind paying because it dirties my windshield.

They should really check this idea out.

It's not like our government is broke.

HELLO, our government spent billions sending a man to the space.

Of all Malaysians, he got it.

He's the first Malaysian SPACE TRAVELER.

How nice.

A few million wouldn't really hurt Malaysia's pocket.

Have you people watched Malaysia's funniest and tragic court video?

I think when it was first posted up, it got about 300 views.

Today, it has reached 30000.

It's probably not as much as Justin Beaver's baby.

BUT, it's much more entertaining.

Take care peeps!

I WILL BE BACK.

Terminator Much?

Imagine me without the grin and holding a machine gun.

LOLWTF. I know.

Exam is driving me crazeeee.

OH OH,

Happy Birthday Tanah Melayu.

Can? Can? Can?

2010-08-27T08:50:00.000+08:00

Can you don't be a selfish fuck?

Can you don't download while you're away?

We have to a limit of 23GB every month.

So by the end of the month, the speed will slow down thanks to you.

Can't you think?

Can you stop being so selfish?

Seriously. You're not the only one staying here.

I know you paid for your internet but we paid for it TOO.

YET we don't fucking download movies.

I know you are downloading cause your LAN light is blinking like there's no TMR.

And, I fucking clean the floor.

Can you don't drip water?

Can you like, stomp your feet after you bath?

I thought only 5 year olds drip water all over the place?

WTFFF

I don't know how to confront him.

I need some help. He's older than me, I gotta respect.

It's really killing me.

Loading facebook is so slow nowadays.

I kinda miss the connection I get at home.

1mbps, all myself.

Maximum usage - 3 people.

My sister, My brother and I.

I stop my downloads when my siblings are using.

Please la, please be understanding.

I'm already not telling our house owner about you bringing you girlfriend homeat least twice a week.

Maybe it's the stress caused by exams, made me so PEK CHEK.

I guess most people are like this.

I just gotta tolerate with them.

SIGHS. I really hope he moves.

Need help over here. Please help.

Blogging is the best thing ever created, for an introvert like me.

Crossed-The-Line Facebooking

2010-08-26T00:12:00.001+08:00

Seriously, get a life.

Sometimes people in facebook are quite lifeless.

I admit I'm quite lifeless cause I'm still playing RC.

I thought I was lifeless, until I see people who spam.

I used to spam but I don't spam all the time.

I spam once in a bluemoon.

I wonder why do people spam once in a while.

GET A FUCKING LIFE.

STOP FLOODING PEOPLE'S NOTIFICATIONS.

SOMETIMES, WE HAVE IMPORTANT NOTIFICATIONS.

Heck, some people like to tag for simple things.

You tag one or twice okay la.

You tag like 1000 times.

Dude, you think I only have you as my friend on facebook meh?

I have other people that I'd like get updates from them la ok.

Plus, there's one stalker.

STOP LIKING MY STATUS.

I think I'm gonna block her one day.

Can't stand being stalked. It's too damn scary.

At least la stalk someone who is more handsome.

Why stalk a slacker.

And she's not even pretty.

If you're pretty and you stalk, it's acceptable.

Yes, it's the reality yo.

Don't say I'm being harsh, I'm just being honest.

Honesty is the best policy yo.

Then now I gotta confront my housemate who is 5 years older than me.

PROBLEMATIC SIAL. Sighs.

Still, I'm looking at the positive sides.

I'm happy.

Is Money Dead or Alive?

2010-08-25T13:46:00.002+08:00

Don't worry about how much you gonna earn, cause that's not the problem.

The problem is you. Are you able to control the money flow?

Money flow causes the problem.

Revenue < Expenditure.

Don't let your money control you.

It isn't alive.

You're the one who is alive and able to do something about it.

The money can't do much, can it?

Suddenly, I just thought of this.

This post can end up in two ways.

Being ignored because it doesn't mean a thing.

Being given a thought because it does mean something.

Yong Sheng Lim

2010-08-23T17:35:00.000+08:00

First of all, I'd like to congratulate him.

He applied for MAS training and his application got accepted.

He is on his way to achieve his dream.

Maybe there's something else to his dream.

HAHA. I don't know.

All we know he's gonna do what he enjoys doing.

We aren't best friends. We are only good friends.

I don't have best friends, I have good friends.

We've been friends since Form 4.

That was also because we were classmates.

Like far apart. Different topics, different genre. Different Genre.

Then we grew. We became closer (still, not very close but close enough).

Got to know more about him other than his egoistic character.

He's also a very sweet person deep inside of him,

RIGHT OR NOT JENNIFER?

Congrats to you both as well.

The only thing I can do it, wish you all the best.

Or probably offer you a job as my private pilot in the future.

;)

Two weeks ago (17 days to be exact),

he had called everyone to his farewell party.

Everything was very sudden.

He managed to keep it a secret for a very long time.

Here are some of the pictures. :D

Got his farewell gift. HAHA.

I think it's the best group picture.

Tho not everyone was there but this is good.

Thanks IRENE. You took this right? LOL

I just lost another mamak buddy. Sighs.

For the last two weeks, no mamak sessions were created.

One by one is leaving me.

August is a sad month cause two of my friends left.

Absolut Mandrin

2010-08-20T19:20:00.000+08:00

Anyone know what's better than one bottle of Absolut Mandrin?

Come on, guess. I know, you'd definitely say the Absolut Vodka.

I told my dad I want a bottle of Absolut Apeach because it's awesome.

That's what I heard anyway.

It's awesome when you mix Apeach with Sprite.

TWO BOTTLES OF ABSOLUT MANDRIN is better than one.

HAHA. I have yet to try it.

I don't know how it tastes like anyway.

My dad got an extra bottle.

I mean, he bought an extra bottle of the wrong flavour.

How awesome is that.

He definitely didn't get it in Jusco.

LANGKAWI FTW.

Alcohol is fucking cheap in Langkawi, the island of DUTY FREEE.

Last question?

Guess how much one bottle cost?

Jusco sells it at RM112, the 750ml one.

The Need to Apologize

2010-08-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

A slacker like me owes a lot of people an apology.

Standard la right. I offend people more often than I comfort then.

Okay, I took that from a cantonese idiom.

I think months ago, I was apologizing Ching after being nasty to her.

Last time, I remember insulting her height.

IT WAS SO MEAN.

Just yesterday, I said apologize to Pravind.

Maybe I'm the reason he's not showing up in mamak sessions.

SAD RIGHT.

He's the only indian friend I'm close to.

Thankfully he accepts our racist jokes.

HAHA.

Oh,

being able to "balance" Income Statement and Balance Sheet is awesome.

I hope I'll be able to do well in accounts.

Plus, I'm learning the basic of accounting.

Blue + Orange

2010-08-15T09:06:00.000+08:00

I don't know what's up with the low quality picture.

Blue and Orange highlighters are the best combo.

Hello, you cannot only use ONE highlighter.

You need to use more than 1. I have friends using 3 to 4.

Highlighters remind me the days when I 'studied' for spm. HAHA!

Actually, I only high-light 'em history notes.

I need to head to school tomorrow to get PK's chop.

Hopefully my PTPTN loan will be approved.

SPM Days, I miss them.

My finals is happening in 10 days time.

AIH.

Gonna stop facebooking.

I hope I'll be able to do it.

SPAMMERS, ..l..

2010-08-12T09:45:00.000+08:00

Fucking chinese spammers.

They make me feel anxious, to see who has dropped a comment.

Luckily I'm able to moderate 'em comments.

OR else, I'll be spammed like there's no tomorrow.

I feel happy when my readers drop comment.

At least I know how they feel like, reading this blog.

I know recently I've been blogging the same ol' same ol'

I'm now obsessed.

I suppose I'll quit this obsession soon.

I need someone to pull me out from this.

Finals in two weeks time, yet I'm still online.

I don't feel like studying at all.

Suddenly, I'm feeling super tired.

How? I'm gonna flunk my finals?

NEVER!

I need to work hard.

If I'm saying something like this during the first sem,

I don't know what's gonna happen till the end of my diploma.

See ya whenever I feel like seeing ya.

:DD

My family went LANGKAWEEE without ME

2010-08-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

My sis la, didn't want to tolerate with me.

We all should have went after RAYA which is after my exam.

I saw her again today.

She was alone.

I think she looked at me, only got a glimpse of me.

Who would look at me for more than 5 seconds anyway, not her.

What a charming smile she has.

Despite seeing so many beautiful girls daily, she's still the best.

I'm crushing, really badly this time.

I'm just giving myself shit loads of reason not to be friends with her.

She was alone, I had a chance.

I imagined approaching her, sat beside her, befriend with her,

And of course, ask if she needed a lift home.

HAHAHA. I won't ask if she needs a lift.

She stays so far away.

Too lazy to face 'em traffic jams.

I don't love her, it's just pure crush.

I'm still smiling.

Can Opener

2010-08-08T16:14:00.001+08:00

Another disadvantage being a leftiee

Because conventional can openers are made for right handers.

HAHA! I don't really know how to use scissors and can openers.

Guess how old is the can opener on the right?

It's about 30 years old.

I was asking my mum to buy the exact can opener.

Not exact but I want to get the same design cause I love the ergonomics of that can opener.

BUT, what I forgot was, they only made those 30 years ago.

The new one, the one on the left, has a plastic handle instead.

I don't know. It feels less solid.

Things back then were much more solid and durable.

Those were the days.

Semester 1 is coming to an Endddd

2010-08-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

20 days to FINALS.

Two more weeks of tutorial classes.

Then everything will come to an end.

I'm afraid that I will miss college life.

Hmmmm ..

I guess I've offended quite an amount of people in college.

Sighs.

Bother la.

FINALS MORE IMPORTANT.

Of course, friends are as important.

I will try to create as little conflict as possible.

Last movie would be Inception.

Yes, I'm probably watching it again.

I've been limiting my time online, it's working!

Not very effective but it's better than onlining more than 2 hours a day.

Having a car is awesome.

I'll wash my car again this week.

I'm treating it really well.

I'll blog about my favourite Local car soon.

:DD

It's EVOLUTION YO!

2010-08-01T19:45:00.000+08:00

That was 8 years ago when I first visited Kuantan.

Kuantan is a wonderful place.

I would love to go back there because I need to get away from town.

Sighs.

TEN YEARS LATER ..

TADA!

Still as cute right? LOL!

No Apples, I Need The Doctor!

2010-07-31T01:30:00.000+08:00

Does anyone know how disappointed I feel?

Obviously you don't cause you're not me.

HAHAH.

You're supposed to laugh, I know it's not funny but meh.

See, when I'm moody, I make crappy jokes.

Loving the colours on this apple.

I'm sick, having sorethroat. That sucks

Who To Trust?

2010-07-29T23:37:00.000+08:00

In the reality, we have to trust no one but ourselves.

Or else you'll be cheated and be dumped!

Don't trust anyone, seriously.

Anything can happen.

Back stabbers are usually hypocrites, friendly people!

So beware.

WTF, I typed bewareful.

Luckily there's a backspace button.

Oh, I got a new keyboard.

Sister complained the previous keyboard ought to be changed long time ago.

Not true. All the buttons were working still.

BUT BUT, they were invisible.

As in, most of them are gone.

She faces difficulties (everyone does!) when she uses the old keyboard.

She bought a new one, the same one to replace it.

At home, only my brother and I know how to use it.
I'm done for the day.
Oh, she looks better with her hair untied.
AND AND she might be leaving the college.
IDK, I'm just assuming.
It has something to do with probability.

Sekolah Wawasan, was the last presentation

2010-07-28T15:42:00.000+08:00

Did well for my accounts test.

I'm kinda happy.

I seriously didn't thought I'd score in that subject.

Heck, I thought it'll be the worst subject.

It wasn't.

Hubungan Etnik, something like Civics, is a dumb subject.

My last presentation was yesterday, it went well I suppose.

I should have elaborated more but meh.

Plus, my tutor just had to ask questions during my presentation.

I argued with him.

So by the end of our presentation, he said I'm good at arguing.

Compliment TAKEN!

OH, my accounts teacher drew a smiley on my PAPER!

HAHAHAHA.

It was random but I'm very nice to accounts teacher.

I seriously hope my class mates don't think I'm a bootlicker.

I'm just friendly towards her.

Oh, you look better without your hair untied.

Either way, you still look beautiful.

Sad for me, cause you probably wouldn't know I'm talking about you.

It's good.

Silent Farts are AWESOME

2010-07-25T12:17:00.000+08:00

We know silent farts are the smelliest farts ever.

The longest farts are the least smelly.

Right, let's move on.

I was just enjoying the soya drink my mum made yesterday.

Suddenly, my dad talked about Lim Guan Eng's case.

I read the newspaper yesterday.

I'm sure only a small amount of you know about this news.
Lim Guan Eng is being accused, because he "discriminates" all the government servants.
Look how a political issue has turned into a racial issue.
It has nothing to do with the government servants at all.
Lim Guan Eng only spat Penangnite's state development officer.
So when does one person represents EVERYONE?
That's nice.
Okay, I wouldn't like this blog to be flagged so that's all I have to say.
:D

Laziest Day of The Month

2010-07-25T11:20:00.000+08:00

My parents asked me out, like several times. I'm feeling like super tired today, I don't know why. I just don't feel like going out today. I went out so many times d la for this week. Don't people ever bored of going out? Once you're back at home during the weekends, you hardly feel like going out. I feel quite anti-social at times. Seriously, life is tiring. I have another test tomorrow and a presentation on Tuesday. THANK GOD it's all going to be over. Oh, 3 more weeks till FINALS. What am I doing onlining here? Sighs. I did go on facebook less nowadays (not by a huge margin but still, hahah!). I'm trying hard, hoping it's gonna work out. XD

The Eagle and the Prairie Chicken

2010-07-22T10:05:00.001+08:00

An eagle's egg was placed in the nest of a prairie chicken.
The egg hatched and the little eagle grew up thinking it was a prairie chicken.

The eagle did what the prairie chickens did.
It scratched in the dirt for seeds.
It clucked and cackled.
It never flew more than a few feet because that is what theprairie chickens did.

One day he saw an eagle flying gracefully and majestically in the open sky.
He asked the prairie chickens: "What is that beautiful bird?"
The chickens replied, "That is an eagle.
He is an outstanding bird, but you cannot fly like him because you are just a prairie chicken."
So the eagle never gave it a second thought, believing that to be the truth.

He lived the life of and died a prairie chicken, depriving himself of his heritage because of his lack of vision.
What a waste!

Find out who you are.Start flying. Don't let negative people drag you down.

That's what Chee Han posted as his Status last night.
What a good story eh?

I Left My Bottle In Klang

2010-07-19T21:28:00.002+08:00

I am planning to skip this Friday's lecture because it's only two hours instead of the usual 3.

I'm thinking it's quite pointless.

Not that I'm smart but I feel like skipping.

XDD

I'm bored.

I forgot what to do when I got back to the condominium.

I'm supposed to do something.

I got presentation on Wednesday.

Honestly, I'm feeling lazy.

I have yet to read the facts.

I'll probably struggle on Wednesday.

OH NOESSS.

By the way, do you always notice someone is looking at you?

And act cool?

Okay, maybe I'm the only one who does that.

I just realized something.

I day dream more than ever.

SHITTTT.
By the way, my dinner was 6 bucks.
I felt like I got conned by that sucker downstairs.
WTF.
That time I took about the same amount, it's RM4.
Today is 6. Stupid uncle.