An apple a day keeps the doctor away
Few games a day keeps the stress low-ay (just to rhyme with it)
Something was definitely wrong with me tonight. I was feeling annoyed. During the last game of DotA, I trolled the opponent team for using maphacks. That's like adding oil into the fire. I was on fire when I was told that the opponent team uses maphack. Obviously they were. I trolled them quite terribly. I don't know what I got from that. I was just being childish and immature, without knowing how the opponents feel. Furious can be used to describe how I felt at that moment. I continue arguing with them while my teammates kept quiet. They did add a bit and I felt was I too much. I wanted to apologize in the end but I did not because I do not respect them. Of course, none respect was given to myself as well. In the whole game, I have lost my respect. The only thing I am afraid of is, losing respect among my friends. I do not want that to happen. The embarrassment that I have caused to them is quite severe. Never have I trolled someone that bad during games. Never. I regret what I have done and obviously there is no turning back. Heck, I highly doubt my teammates care. I hope they'll understand (by ignoring what has happened), I myself don't know what has gone into me. Ending the night with Explosions in the Sky. What a band.
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