History is the subject I fail the most throughout all my years in high school or we Malaysians call it secondary school. I know I shouldn't spend time blogging. I just want to type this post out because I'm finally done with history. I'm not trying to show off but I think I pulled it off this time. I am not certain of getting an A for history but I think I could definitely get at least a C. I certainly hope so. Today is already the third day of SPM. 6 more days of SPM nia, damn fast right? HAHA. Ah, I was mentally drained yesterday. I couldn't study. I'm going to study today. I so wanna play Quake lah but my dad potong-ed me. He needed to come early to fetch me from Autumn.





Random Note:
I can't help but to use the name Autumn because I'm too used to it. It's actually called Summer Dream. (:

SPM is tomorrow. I believe these 20 days ahead are going to be some of the fastest 20 days in my life. I am not fully prepared but I can't do anything else right now, true? I am ready for SPM 2009. Bring it on. Make sure you have the same spirit too, tomorrow or next time when you're facing major exams. (:



Random Note:
Explosions in the sky is a cool band. Your hand in mine is AWESOMESAUCEE ..

It's gotta hit me somehow and I dare to say I'm not prepared at all yet I'm blogging here. My hands are shivering because the thought of taking SPM somehow scares me. Where's the slackish me? It's not here at all. I know I shouldn't be worried at all. Why am I stressing myself? I'm actually trying quite hard to think that SPM is nothing really much but there's this small bit of me which makes me feel bad for slacking for nearly two years in school until now. It grows like tumours you know, it spreads throughout the body. I know it's not a tumour. I somehow have to go through SPM, I think I shall choose not to be stressed and be done with it. All I need is 5 credits to get my ass into a college and I don't think that's gonna be a huge challenge for me. This week, is my last weeek of tuition already. No more rushing to tuition centres booking for seats, no more feeling sleepy in the class, no more writing down notes (on the 4th of December maybe) and no more hanging out in modern before classes. It's scary. I'm dreading. Why is this happening to me? This doesn't usually happen, weird.



Random Note:
I heard Sriga is being taken over by Modern. KAO LAT right? HAHA!